when the mice are away, the cat will get hungry

i've been missing in action (on the internet) for nearly a week. it pains me to see many things that i've been missing (on the internet). but at the same time, it's somewhat liberating. i haven't been in contact with my computer for awhile now. the torrent had been on a stand still now, but it created an opportunity for me to go on a marathon on series-es i wanted to watch.

so, why had i been incognito/incommunicado/dead for almost a week? apparently, i've been leeching too much that i haven't checked the isp bill lately (hahaha). the internet got disconnected (i think). it has been months since i last paid the internet. my sis no longer supported the payment because i told her months ago that i will pay the internet on my own, with my own "earnings." but i didn't pay (because i got lazy, and was pre-occupied with other things), and here i am contemplating on my actions. i regretted this a bit, but it can't be helped (this usual lazy notion is still leaking within me). this also served as a lesson for me on "getting-a-job-so-that-i-can-live-on-my-own-and-also-
pay-the-intenet-and-electricity-bill." i am still waiting for that jes (japan engineering services) interview this month. the agency haven't contacted me yet the exact date of the interview, but they said that it will be within this month. *prays* yep, i'll probably be working at japan. if everything went according to plan, i will go there to work. *is daydreaming* but if it will be in vain (to which i hope would not happen), i will find work here (to which i hope will never ever happen).

so, when will i go back to my usual cyber life? i will go back if i already paid the balance and reconnection fee. but as of the moment, i depleted too much of my HP. hahahahahahahaha.

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